Wednesday, 20 April 2011

A big day

And big day came.
On the picture is cherry garden, without cherrys (only two in the pots). And you can see Santolinas a Lavender, I will look after them. I will dig them out, precisely. And they are more gardens, one is vegetable I will look after it. I did dream about this so much and I get it. And I am so ohhh. So, the place call  Ham house and I will be there gardener. Only little one and short term one, but ............
I know some people have weird dreams, and sometimes they cam truth. 


How seldom did one see a face sparkling with intelligence,how seldom a femme bien miss! What was this passion that attacked women for knitting under the most unpropitious condition? A woman did not look her best knitting; the absorption, the glassy eyes, the restless, busy finger! One needed the agility of wild cat, and the will-power of Napoleon to manage to knit in a crowded tube, but women manage it! If they succeeded in obtaining seat,out came a miserable little strip of shrimp pink and click. click went the pins! No repose, thought  Poirot, no feminine grace!

 My husband`s solution in public transport - because he never know what I will pull out from my bag, could be book sometime, but make sure, he choosing seats in safe distance. 

Uvularia grandiflora `Pallida`

So lovely weird and twisted. 

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Saturday, 16 April 2011

Family business slippers

If you like them you can buy them here or if you want to make them yourself you can have pattern from patterns on the left or it is right?

Friday, 15 April 2011


Once upon the time, I was invited for interview, for new job - carpet designer. It was far far faraway in place where only few people live and all of them know everything about everyone. And foxes give good night and bears good morning, and deers and forest are everywhere, what is nice. But just this I don not talking about London and Richmond park. Although I like solitude, but not isolation. So as you can guess, no many applicants applied for job, only one. My. And I get it. After six moths what tried get in, do same use of my, I was told they are not satisfied, so they did not prolong my contract,  and I left. Truly, I was not surprised, when I done something, I never could repeat recipe. My progressive suggestion did not meet positive approach from our Russian contractor. So at least my sister and my dogs had little piece of carpet soft as clouds and colour which you can not buy anywhere else.

Conclusion I would prefer fight with competition and hate them after, and be jealous and couple years admit they are really better then me, then win because no one else bother to cam.

And follow my dream and instinct. Anyway my inbox remind my little cemetery full of dead dreams and dissapointemnt, and rejections writing so polite.
 It is EASTER.  And we have to believe.

Tuesday, 12 April 2011

who knows better?


I would name him after my husband`s nick name, MUNNA, (baby boy), consider measurement of my lovely husband today - it was loooong time ago when he get this name.   I am working on MUNNI, (baby girl). It will be lovely couple.

Saturday, 9 April 2011


As foreigner who would like to improve his English I did attend ESOL classes, Didn`t help so much, although I had very nice teacher, Debbie,  classmates and Isabella.
 Issabela is Italian, although she doesn`t look like Italian people should look,  she is little women with brain and confidence and everything what I dream about. With here feet on the earth and on the way which she choose the direction. As mater of fact my friends are great collection of people with nice character,  which I collect, and hoping it will infect and effect me even in little amount and I became better person.
 Since my childhood I am dreaming be Italian, not just because I love their language, and their gestures, and movies and art and countryside.
 Just think, you cry because sad love, broken heart, people around you just whisper, poor thing,  it is alright when you are Italian.  You are yelling, it is fine you are Italian, I did shout, and I am insensible, unwise, hot short tempered, bad woman. Italian lady is trowing things on the floor, it is acceptable, of course depends what things. I did trow our TV on the floor and I was hysteric, so shame, as result my husband has new biggest TV, and I feel ashamed ever since. 
Throwing partner`s stuff trough the window you are only rightful  upset Italian lady, rightfull upset with partner`s bad behavior, because partner never behave good.  I did throw stuff trough the window, and I was nusty, I love my husband, but what this underwear doing on our table? Didn`t look better under the window, but husband is now more careful. So you have to admit so many advantages for behave as you feel.  
 Or at least in movies it works like this. 

                                          Horse Isabella. so different,so wild,
                  my next knitting reflection of people what I love.
And one more. Isn`t it  beauty, I don`t mean the ladies,they are alright, in fact their are great, because their are students of gardening and horticulture, but I mean their dress, so lovely. And by accident it is Horrocks`prints you can check here, so somethings nice for Isabella.

And I am growing also, sweet pea (LATHYRUS ODORTHUS) singing the blue, So Gulseren be ready